Wednesday, April 24, 2013
There are parts of life still unopened, kept for waiting for when the time is right.
There are parts of me that I and the world still have still yet to discover.
I could show you a bit of my longings for deeper connections or my ambitions to change the world.
But those are still and burried places beneath my soil.
It is not there is nothing happening there.
Deep things are going on.
You cannot see them or force them
But just that you know they are there- it satisfies me.
That you are curious and waiting. That we are gathered together to witness the unbloomed life.
There is hope and prayer and recognition of the silent things , those unborn and those that perhaps will never come to be.
And I will be that support for you as well.
I will witness your unseen motherhood and guide you to hold and nurture those hidden gems of hope.
I will ask that you let go when the time is right.
Not into certainty for nothing in this world is certain.
Let go into the vast unknown, into the deep still void from which we all came.
Give yourself, your heart and all its longing.
Roll the dice and hope that heaven rushes in to carry forth your dreams of unopened life.
Kat Delse Mardirous is an acupuncturist and Chinese HerbalistÂ and writes
Â with a group of writiers weekly in Santa Rosa, CA. For more information about her work with infertility visit http://www.santarosa-acupuncture.com
or call 707 775 8311.