Saturday, December 04, 2010
A Daughters Poetry
The
following words and poetry were written by Kallel Hunter. She has graciously allowed me to share
them with you.
My
name is Kallel and I am 13 years old.
I live in the U.K. and have Irish, Jamaican and Barbadian in me. I also have two sisters and 3 brothers. I am the eldest. We dont live together anymore. Two are living with my mum in
Birmingham; one is living with her mum (my granny) in Leicester and two are
living with me and my dad and my step mom.
Living
with my mom was like keeping a secret and living two lives. She drank and made us lie to
everyone. She called us unpleasant
names and moved us around all the time.
She used me as a slave, used emotional blackmail and made us risk our
education, all for a fool she followed around. Living with my mum was draining me and finally, I had to
leave. Many people didnt know and
still dont know the real reason I left.
Im not doing it out of spite, I just want to better myself and not feel so negative anymore.
The
things that inspired me to start writing poetry were mainly my emotions and to
try and understand things around me and mainly my mum. Poetry to me is like a friend to talk to, but with my
emotions, which is a good thing and I enjoy doing it. Sometimes its not good things that
inspire people. But what I find is
that whatever inspires a person, they have the power to change it in to
something positive.
THE TONGUE
People are always talking
But they dont listen to
what they say,
Too scared to face up to
people
So their spiteful tongue
just rolls away
Words will never hurt you
Thats what you all expect
Then after its like bruises
and scars
A pain you'll never mentally
forget
It stays in your head
But repeats in your mind
Twists your personality
As you blame yourself all
the time
The words are like an
emotional vampire
That brings you to defense
But too late!
It has already drank most of
Your happiness and made you
feel useless
And stressed
We have got a whole
dictionary
Of right words to use
So why do we sometimes
choose
Wrong?
Next time you speak to
somebody
Think before you use your
powerful tongue!
IT WAS YOU!
It was you!
That destroyed me!
Made me disheveled
Left me on the ground
It was you!
That weakened me
And had a firm grip
To drag me down
All these years I was
blinded
Thought you were always
there
To love me, to hold me
But selfishly didnt care
You! Compulsive liar
A tongue that slithers in
your moth
Every lie is an excuse why
You cant unleash me out
Try to make me heartless
While you were in control
As your jealousy and hatred
Sinks sluggishly
Into your precious
Soul
BEHIND YOU
When you are walking on the
road
Dont feel like you are all
alone
Because I'll be with you,
every step,
Behind you
Every step you take, and
every direction,
I will give you guidance and
amour you
With protection
Because I'll be with you
every step
Behind you
Trust in me, believe in me,
and have faith
As my blanket of love will
promise
Not to break away
In the journey of life,
distractions
Can make you fall
But my love will still go on
Just know Im here to call
In the journey of life, you
figure
Things out for yourself
I'll be guarding you
Whenever you need help
No matter what you say or
what you do
I'll be with you
Every step behind you
Roni
Weisberg-Ross LMFT
http://www.losangelessexualabusetherapist.com