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Tuesday, March 13, 2012


Offering support for the moment is emptying ideals, beliefs, constructs.  Itâ??s being pure emptiness supporting no one!

As Bashar eloquently points out, redirecting of energy happens naturally when we harmonize with our so-called opponent.  As in marshal arts, true power is when the frequency of your opponent is matched and ONE arrives at the balance point.  Neither of you is moving relative to ONE another because there is no other in existence.  Both so-called energies are harmonized, and thus, it takes the lightest touch to redirect the energy.  A huge amount of energy is not required!

Itâ??s beautiful to think that no great inertia or momentum is required to overcome because harmony exists.  The power doesnâ??t have to exercise will over things.  Why?  Because it is everything.  You and the opponent are ONE, and the ONE has WON the match.  When the perfectly matched momentum is experienced, the flow and power marvel at the effortless synchronicity.

Recently, I was traveling and consciousness decided to have some fun, and flipped my names on my airline reservations.  Thus, when I presented my passport, my name appeared not to match with my reservations.  This situation prompted some extra questions along my journey.  Although I did have some thoughts about â??what if,â? it actually was peaceful.  When the moment was supported, harmony naturally existed.

Along these same lines, my sister-in-law, whom I adore, was diagnosed with breast cancer.  She decided to have a masectomy, and may undergo chemo and radiation while exploring alternative therapies.  It was a harmonious conversation in that there was no sister-in-law or meâ?¦the moment was supported in total harmony.  There was nothing to change, nothing to add, nothing to do.  It was pure emptiness in the midst of crying, laughing, sharing.  I did share a recommendation for a book, but it was in â??lightâ? of supporting the moment.  I didnâ??t think my sister-in-law needed anything.

Itâ??s like the message in this blog, this moment has a tone, a frequency, and it is shared.  Yet, there is no individual hearing it.

Every single aspect of consciousness is integrated, and hearing appears to happen.  All the senses are communicating all at once, happening simultaneously for supporting the moment.

When youâ??re everything, what else is there?


Tuesday, February 07, 2012


I love the idea of parallel realities.  In this
consciousness model, parallel realities are happening all
the time.  We shift all the time through many dimensions
simultaneously, but we're not fully aware of these subtle
shifts.   We move in and out of all the dimensions, all the
realities, all of consciousness.  We're God that is
everywhere!

We've heard the terms longitude and latitude, and I view
parallel realities much like a grid with vertical and
horizontal lines.  If you picked up this grid, it would be
one existence as seen through an intricate web...all weaving,
flowing simultaneously.  We don't really move, it just
appears that way. God shows up unannounced :).

As consciousness, I can be in all places at one time.  All
the perspectives that are mirrored for me allow me to
embrace it all as nothing can be left out.  When you think
about it, what doesn't exist?  If we exist, we will always
exist.  We may be in different forms, but we still exist.

This moment exists in its pureness, as its own sustenance.
 It can't "conceive" a past or anything outside itself
because it is whole and complete.  Thus, it is viewed as
immaculate conception in being aware that it births no other.

We don't change our world.  We are delivered to another
world so to speak, another parallel reality which already
exists.  Nothing needs changing or can be changed for that
matter.  We will find ourselves suddenly in a reality that
is more resonate with the frequency of that which we truly
are.  We don't create that reality as it already exists.
Thank God we don't have to have a contractor's license to
build the entire community of existence. :) We don't need to
build or create anything.  The navigation happens without
any intervention.

When we look in the mirror and we want to smile, the only
thing we have to do is smile.  The mirror doesn't have a
mind of its own, it represents reflective light as there
is nothing in the mirror.  This said, for  the past few
weeks, I've been able to look at something and see the light,
and simply say, "Communicate with the light."  Nothing goes
anywhere as there is no "out there" for it to go so I'm not
communicating with anyone or anything.  It seems like a
simple way to be with everything.  Yet, it's not conceptual
as I've tried affirmations and everything else to get myself
to be light.  Like I said, the navigation unfolds without
"me" trying to intervene.  No intervention needed!

Parallel realities are delicious like chocolate-chip, mint
ice cream, and as a frequency alchemist (love this delicious
term as well), the natural dimension(s) reveal themselves
in this present moment of Infinity.
Friday, July 08, 2011


Stream of consciousness is ONE stream, and yet it may appear to be broken up into segments in comparing our night dreams to our day dreams. This said, this is what is revealed to us as separateness, and yet it cannot be. When we're dreaming at night, we're not going anywhere, and yet it appears that we are. Many scenes take place, many people come and go and most of it is non-sense...it just doesn't make sense :). We're right in the dream, we're one with the dream. We're not thinking about all the things we have to do or what is troubling us. We're right there as "this.


The day dream is the same, but we may be making it different, making it "appear" separate. We are to stay with "this" as it is as we, as the individuals, can't do anything about it. When we have a thought that takes us away from "this," simply be aware of the thought and be aware that "this" is all there is.


Day dreams and night dreams are the same. No one is going anywhere, no one is doing anything, and no-thing makes sense. It just is occurring, is happening as the expression of consciousness wants it to be. The time frame has no relevance. It's interesting to perceive that timelines move all the time, and we, as the individuals, won't know what it all means.


It's all meaningless "appearing" to happen so simply freefall.It's the witness witnessing ItSelf...perfect and complete wholeness content within ItSelf. Thus, the dissecting and deciphering will occur but will point to a "whole" lot of nothingness going on :)
Monday, April 11, 2011

As we embrace that there is only oneness, we realeyes that original thought only exists as oneness.  There is no separate thinker called me.  This little me has no authority to think anything.  Yet, my mind will attempt to convince me that there are two of us here, and will own every thought as a possession.

The being, the oneness, is the thinker of everything, which points to no-thing.  It originates beyond time, and is therefore timeless.  The thought is simply expressing ItSelf to ItSelf, and needs nothing from it.  And in REALity, it can't get anything from it because it's no-thing.  Thus, it's all pointless...pointing to no-thing.

The individual, the ego, will always be searching as it thinks it is the originator and thus will be searching for purpose for the thought.  As you can see, the individual will never be at rest.

Yet, the individual is not real.  It's only an image that is much like a flower, a river, a couch.  It is only a concept.  Everything and nothing are one in the same and simply is.

Just as breath, blood, digestion, movement of hands on the keyboard happens without my intervention, thought happens as well.

You may have heard the expression that whatever you think about, you bring about.  Yet, who is the "you" that is being referred to?  It would imply that this separate thinker is responsible for the thinking and that this separate thinker will be responsible for whatever is brought about.

All thinking is original, has its origins in the unknown. It is oneness who originates every single thought.  It is the one voice with God as the original name.

The individual simply disappears in this awareness, and oneness of ALL is. Life happens, and it belongs to no one...no claims, no purpose, no point.  Life is!

It is always wholeness no matter what is perceived.  Every thought is original, and although it appears as a thought that keeps playing over and over again, it isn't.  Every thought is fresh, new and alive and simply is.  Being aware of this, you can simply be with this thought and allow it to be simply for the sake of expressing ItSelf...with no intention of doing any-thing with it.  Yes, thoughts of frustration, fear, worry, happiness, sadness, joyfulness will ALL be present in the wholeness that is.  Yet, there is no one who will own any of these as they are free to exist in the spaciousness labeled Life.  They are free to move about the cabin so to speak....no seatbelts are required to strap them in, and not be allowed to move :).  It's a freefall in each moment...simply witnessing the ALLmighty think ItSelf to oblivion :).  


 

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Being the witness of everything that is occurring is the peaceful place of existence. 

When we ponder our breath and entire bodily functions, we don't have to make them happen. They happen on their own without our ego, our personality, coming into play. Thus, our ego, the name we are born with is only the space holder for that which powers everything in our existence. Can you imagine having to think about every bodily function so that your physical presence is maintained? Yikes!

Everything is brought before your God Self in order to simply witness it. Everything is powered by your God Self so It brings it to you so that you relax and be peace. It's like you get to be in your own private "rest"room while sitting on your royal throne :). 

Remain focused on the witnessing, the observing of everything that comes before you that reports for duty :).


Friday, February 04, 2011

Enjoy the freedom of not living up to your thoughts.  Allow every thought to come and go so that you recognize spaciousness.

Entering into a more spacious existence is pure freedom.  This said, we are made up of 99.9% space so it makes sense for us to give ourselves "space."


The true Self, that which we are naturally, will emanate more and more as we release the image of our self, the one we call by name, our personality, the so-called doer of everything in our lives.

There is no self.


When we are the awareness of everything that happens, our true identity is, and thus, space is recognized.  When you look into the clear night sky, you are aware of stars, the moon, the planets.  You are the awareness of all the happenings given the names of stars, moon and planets.  Without space, you wouldn't perceive these happenings.  Space is needed for this to happen.


When you sit in an office space, you're aware of the computer, the phone, pictures...all names given to that which is occurring.
Yet, there needs to be space in order for you to witness them. This said, 99.9% of the room is filled with space, but we don't
notice the space, the formlessness.


Why?  Because our self, our physical mind, is fixated on that which is happening instead of that which we are.  And what is happening, the names we give to things, people, etc. is not real.  It's all imaginary...that which comes and goes.


Our true Self is space, that which is permanent, is the perceiver of everything that is named, including our own name.  It's no coincidence that we say sometimes, "I need more space. Give me some space," when we are feeling separate from that which
we are.


Today, recognize your true Self in the your spaciousness, and be the witness of that which is happening without identifying with
it.  You are not that which occurs.  You are pure unbounded space!  If someone asks you what you are doing, just say that you are "spaced out." :)

Wednesday, January 19, 2011


There hasn't been any mention of money as people go through near death experiences or what I like to call multi-dimensional experiences (MDE). This said, we are not to focus on attaining more. It's really about attaining less that we become more. We know in our true identity that we are formlessness and embody peace, love, stillness, light. We have been this throughout time!



In my own MDE, I embodied such profound peace that it's challenging to convey because how does one describe profound peace where no thoughts exist. Hence, as others have described their experiences, there's a similar theme of peace, love, light, Jesus, Buddha, and no mention of money. When we're focused on money which isn't even mentioned and has no significance in the higher realms, we're locked into our ego, our personality. The money appears so to speak when we focus on who we truly are as light, as peace, as radiance, as love and it's natural.



Money can appear when our minds focus on it, but it will be short-lived, and will come with all sorts of frustration attached to it. The natural flow of everything, including money, is where you want to live. You know, we're not trying to get anything as you can't attain anything more. You are already that! You become more by letting go of that which is not you. As you focus on your pure light, love and your heart, you actually become who you are as an eternal being. You want your education to be "eternal" education, not simply in this physical time and space. You are not attached to anything as no-thing belongs to you.



You are being given an extraordinary opportunity to allow yourself to be guided with losing control of your personality, your mind. We are not in control of anything even though our physical mind "thinks" we are, and will try and convince us 100% that we are. Our consciousness, God..whatever label you choose is in control...always! People who have experienced multi-dimensional experiences will tell you that they are led through many facets of space without their doing anything to assist the process.


We aren't asked to open up our portfolio of our so called net worth. We're not asked to show proof of our income, our checking account, our savings account or how much we owe anyone. It's interesting to believe that we actually could illustrate our net worth by anything other than love. Yet, our physical minds have led us to believe this and through great pains, we have allowed this to occur. Numbers have no meaning whatsoever!


Do no-thing, attain no-thing and become all things!
Thursday, January 06, 2011


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  Letting go of the attachment to the mind, the ego, serves up a large helping of peace of mind.  The mind depends on you for its existence.  Thus, when we can remember that we are pure awareness, we allow the mind to serve our awareness and not the other way around :).


You know, things come and go, thoughts come and go, and this is the nature of our world.  Everything is transient, except for our consciousness, our awareness, our soul.  We are the center and everything else comes and goes for our witnessing of it. 

As Mooji states, we came into this world not knowing the language, not knowing our names, not knowing our personality. 



Everything had to be learned, and then we began to answer to this and we immersed ourselves in this process..  Now, we are remembering that we are not the personality, not the mind/body, but we are that who witnesses the functionality of the mind/body.  This said, we are remembering our true essence, our true language. 

When we can release everything that is transient and totally surrender to it, we open up space for consciousness to expand itSelf.  If there are any attachments, no matter what they are, we will allow the mind to dictate our lives,  You can't transcend the mind, the ego, if you are convinced of its invincibility. 

When a thought comes in, simply witness it being there and be one with it.  Then allow the next thought to come in and do the same.  You may simply use an expression, "I'm aware of mySelf witnessing this thought."  All of life gets played out in our consciousness so when we can remind ourselves that all of it is occurring in our mind, then we can set the stage for how we want to play with all the activity arising.

Order up a peace of mind right now, and relieve your mind of its duties and have it return its sheriff's badge....it has no authority :).  You as the witness, as God, as consciousness, as pure awareness are the authority, and let the mind, the ego, know that it is reporting to You.

Monday, December 06, 2010

Being heart centered serves us in a Divine way.  When we come from the heart, and be the heart, we have access to Divine guidance.  We always have access, it's just in the heart that we will quiet the mind so we glean the messages. 



Many messages are flowing through me, and I have to stop and listen.  We have a great deal of energies coming here to assist us, and through this Infinite Intelligence, we are hearing our road map :). 



Today I was with nature simply listening to her whispers...she doesn't scream :).  The trees were telling me that we are the opposite of what we thought.  For example, we may have thought we were supposed to work 50 weeks a year and have 2 weeks off.  Well, this message told me this is the opposite.  We are designed to play, to have fun, to nourish ourselves in nature for the 50 weeks a year.  Interesting, huh?  Your mind may not convince you of this :). 



Many years ago we engaged ourselves with all the elements available to us on a regular, sustainable basis.  And we used much more of our bodies, our brains, our hearts, to communicate with all these elements.  Through our evolution, we separated ourselves from ourselves, and moved into a small part of our brain to reside.  I call it the cul-de-sac syndrome :).  Just moving around the cul-de-sac...circling around forever and ever :).

Now, we are being asked to return to that who we are, and come from our hearts and our expanded self.  Thus, we will do things that may not be logical as the heart doesn't think logically.  It knows what it is and thus only is it when it communicates. 

A way to help ourselves remember our heart-centered awareness is through meditation.  A meditation that may assist you is remembering you are Mother Earth and Father Sky.  Go to: 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5iqAariX50I

Come from your heart the best that you are capable of doing right now.  There may be much fear that comes up and that's okay.  The breath is designed to quiet the fear so breathe. 

Fear can certainly come up for me, and I'm understanding this fear in a whole different light :).  The more that I can quiet my cul-de-sac, the more I'm able to move to the light and wide open spaces.  Moving can be challenging, right?

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Letting go is the greatest thing we can do, and yet it is the challenge for our physical mind, our ego mind, to do so.

It's beautiful to think that everything gets orchestrated to serve us for the deeper meaning of life.  When we can allow ourselves to be with a situation to find the purpose, we get to unwrap the gift.



As I was driving on the highway this afternoon, I came upon a kitten dragging itself across the highway in the lane going in the opposite direction.  I knew I had to stop, and I quickly pulled over.  I ran out to the center lane, and put my hand up to the approaching logging truck to slow down so that I could rescue this kitten.  While sobbing uncontrollably, I quickly picked it up and ran back to my car.  About that time, a woman had pulled over as she saw the kitten.  She said she was on her way to work, and asked if I would be okay to take it.  I said yes while cradling it in my arms.  I felt its hind legs and they were mangled apparently from a car running over it, and it was trying to drag itself to get out of the way of traffic.  The kitten meowed a little, and I put it in the backseat on a blanket.



So many emotions, and so many dimensional layers were happening all at once that I couldn't quite catch my bearings.  I called my boyfriend, Carlos, and told him what happened, and he told me to take it to the Animal Hospital  Just remember, I was still sobbing uncontrollably.  Carlos asked me if I wanted him to meet me so he could drive, and I said no.  I knew there was a purpose this kitten was serving for me, and I wanted to find out what it was.



While driving, I said out loud, "It's going to be okay.  What is the purpose you serve?"  I didn't hear the answer then, but I knew it would be revealed.  Carlos had called ahead to the Animal Hospital, and when I arrived they were expecting me.  The receptionist took the kitten from my arms, and immediately said, "Its back is broken and we're going to put it to sleep."  I was frozen in this statement.  I didn't quite know what to do and I just stood there.  The receptionist thanked me for bringing it in, and then said, "We'll take care of it from here."



I went outside and cried and cried and cried.   There were more tears on the drive home, and then the answers started to come.  "The purpose I served for you today was letting go.  It's not for you, the ego,  to decide or control destiny for anyone, including yourself.  Your higher self is always in charge and will lead you to where you need to go.  Just let go.  You cannot save anyone, including me...it's not for you to decide.  I wanted you to know about letting go so I set up this situation so that you could know it.  You co-created it with me, and I offered myself to the situation for your highest good.  It was my gift to you so please don't look at it as a loss of life, but as a gift, another seed that was planted for you.  It was a new birth of awareness.  You remember in the book, Mutant Message Down Under, the character needs to learn a lesson about healing and so one of the aboriginies in the book breaks his leg as an offering so that the character understands how healing naturally takes place in the body.  This was truly a wonderful gift, and I'm glad you decided to pick me up so you could unwrap the gift."



Once this translation was being downloaded through me then I could understand the purpose that all things serve in my life, and I thanked the kitten for the role it played so that I may know "letting go."  I can't know letting go conceptually, I must experience it.  So the kitten, and all these people played their parts beautifully so that I may know my true self, my higher self. 

I'm letting go of my ego more and more, and I'm so grateful to be the witness for this remarkable event.  I need to spend time in "space" to understand from a higher perspective, and I allowed it...not trying to hurry it, but savoring it.



I know my physical mind, my ego mind wanted to fix it, to make it all right in the way that it felt was right.  And in this realization, I know that my gift to myself is in letting go, and it will come in the form of people, situations, and even kittens to remember this. 



It's amazing that once I could allow the emotions to be there, and ask for the higher purpose and then just let go and allow it to be revealed, then I felt so much better.   It's an honoring of the purpose that serves us, and we serve it...it's the same.

Letting go is a process, and I welcome the process in the bigger picture of my life.

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